Josalisa In A Riot!

somethingintellectual:

Nico - These Days

Listening to this song has allowed me to express these facts:

I feel like my world is crashing down around me.

Many people I love are dead and I will never get to share special moments with them again

I desperately needed their persence in my life, and now there is a void.

Many people I love are in jail, and that hurts so freaking bad.

Including my boyfriend who went today for stealing soap.

Yes we are that poor, we need to steal soap.

I went to the therapist today and cried in her office as usual.

My heart hurts so much right now I feel as though it will soon burst through my chest.

I sometimes feel like the people in my life (my parents) want me to fail, and suffer so they can say I told you so.

The loneliness I feel right now is almost unbearable.

I will watch Jeopardy in a few minutes and answer over 80% of the questions right.

But I still can’t find a job.

I cry everytime I read a Charles Bukowski poem.

I wish I could have been close friends with Franz Kafka.

Watching George Lucas movies helps me to forget some of these things are true.

I am crying right now.

hipstertracks:

lifeost:borgomani: Feist - 1 2 3 4

I think this song is so fun.

inothernews:

big brother | kanye west

I love this song.

And every time I listen to it I think about me Big Brother who died.

Even though it’s not about that.

It just takes me to that place.

And I love it.

Which I’ve already said.